ok this was one weird night. a really wild wild night. difference is i’m too old or boring or something because i feel bad about it hahaha

not all that bad, but it was insane… and i’m like OMG so dangerous.

ok here’s how it all happened.

friday was last day of work for a co-worker. we weren’t that close, actually i took over half of his responsabilities. so ok, i don’t hate him or love him. he’s just a cool dude.

anyway, at night there was this goodbye party  for him. i invited some friend, but we ended up just a few (8 people). first we walked around like crazy, all stupid, looking for a place to sit in a drink. we finally found one (called “Ay Caramba”) and we ordered rum. and i got a beer.

and we started drinking and having fun. i was taking pictures and it was good.

i got drunk easily (as usual) and we moved to another place to dance and have the real party.

so we went to this place called Republica. it was cool. live music, and 8 drunk people = fun. and we were like 6 men and 2 women (me included) so i danced like crazy all night. i couldn’t drink anymore because i was sooo lost and more drinkas and felt like pucking.

still some dudes made me drink still i managed to be ok.

sometime at 2:30 am, everyone left the place. i was drunk and disappointed. outside the bar i told them ” let’s keep it going in my apartment!” some people said yes but left to drive some others home.

my cellphone ran out of battery but i was supposed to go home and charge it and wait for a couple of guys to call me. the thing is that i like this one guy a lot, and we were dancing and doing ok. and he was one of those that left… i was drunk and high expectations to have FUN with that one guy.

anyway i was left with one guy that i don’t like but was hitting on me all night :S but it was ok, i could handle even drunk… ok not so much because he said let’s get into Blue (another bar, just in front of the one we were in) and i just went in.

we had 2 beers . he was direct asking “lets go to your apartment and fuck” kind of thing. and i was like “no way”. so he was ok with it and i told him let’s pick up a girl or something. and we walked to the back of the bar. the thing is that it’s a rock bar, so i started dancing good to the music. i was drunk and banging my head all around.

it was great.

while i was at it, we ran out of beer but it was fine. a girl came close by to pick a stool, i don’t know if it was me who threw it to the floor. and i didn’t care i just smiled and she wass pretty. so we kept dancing close to each other. she was with a dude. not so cute, just plain ok.

the guy that was with me started hitting on her. and as usual my instincs kicked in and i wanted to protect her from him or something. he was starting to drink from other people’s drinks left behind in the tables. that was. sad.

so he was talking to her and giving her some of those drinks and i went to her and asked her if he was disturbing her or saying nasty things. she didn’t get what i i told her and i didn’t get her answer either but i blame it on the drinks and i really didn’t care.

i went i bought 4 beers and invited them all.

we were officially a new party group and we were having fun.

until they turned on the lights and kicked us out.

so with no music and lights on, i come to realize this people are from the US. just speak basic spanish and they are going wild and doing whatever you ask them since i speak english i talked them to go to my apartment. we went like the 4 of us. bought more beers and rum and went home.

in my apartment we started talking. the dude from work don’t speak english so he got bored and left to a room and fell asleep (he was too wasted too).

i was left with these people talking shit.

don’t ask me how. we ended up in my bed. and i ended up naked and having a wild threesome night.

so. insane.

i haven’t done any crazy sex stuff in a long time. so it was crazy and the worse is i don’t remember half of it.

next thing i wake up and i’m alone with the dude. sometime in the morning the girl got up and slept in the couch… weird. we went loking for her and she came back to the bed with us. from that point i wass still drunk i just wanted to sleep so they did their thing while i slept.

i woke again at 12m with a hangover of hell. i didn’t kicked them out, they took their time and left.

between the 2 times i woke up the dude from work woke up and come into the room. he was kinda shocked LOL he was the one wanting to have a wild night and was left alone in a bed.

he left, taking the little jam i had for food and the bottle of rum. bastard. but i don’t care. we had fun and he was out of it.

between the 2 times i woke up i went to my cellphone and called my best friend. i was scared and really wanted to be alone. the usual post shock of i’ve-just-woken-up-from-being-wasted-and-i-don’t-remember-all-that-well-what-happened-last-night-and-there-are-2-strangers-in-my-bed. you know what i mean. but i managed. and went back to bed

after they left my head hurted bad. i asked for lunch. after lunch i just slept.

today everything in my body hurts.

and my apartment is a mess

and i feel… i really don’t know how i feel. sometimes i feel the rush of energy of “hell yeah i had a wild night, so what!?” and sometimes i just feel like trash. becausei would have liked to be with this one guy from work. which is impossible anyway because he’s gotta girlfriend, and we’re not even friends (i’ll be his boss actually) and we’re not gonna be out dancing and drinking again i think…

and other times i just feel like crap because i didn’t enjoy it that much. because i’m old and boring? because i’m not so carefree anymore?… i have no idea.

whatever it is. i don’t care that much anyway. it’s in the past and my crappy life will go on as usual.