dear dear blog.

DEAR DEAR DEAR DEAR LOVELY ADORABLE blog.

i can’t be happier.

last night i went to have a couple of beers (like 7 :P) with my friends; my boss, jacks and my best friend jaime. and him. the guy i’ve been don’t-know-what-we’ve-been-doing for a couple of weeks now. he’s here in  bogotá. and he was there with me. i was with him all the time…

at the end of the night it ws just him and me. and we talked. he did most of the talking actually he said so many good things. good to my soul, healing my heart.

gods help me i’m scared of what i’m feeling.

i dont’ want to rush anything. i don’t want to put names and tags on things. i just want to keep living this. i don’t want to scare him away. yet i’m scared of letting him close. all i want is freeze time in those moments last night when he made me feel so content, and i was drowning in his blue eyes.

i felt happy. truly happy. even right now, with a little hangover and lots of work. i’m still thinking of him and smiling like a fool.

my heart is full. and i owe him that, and he doesn’t know how much it means to me.

:D:D:D:D:D not enough emoticons to express myself. not enough words. i just want to see him again. touch him again. smell and taste him again…. i’m soooo lost by now… i’ll just let myself go.

Lately
I find myself out gazing at stars
hearing guitars
like someone in love

Sometimes the things I do astound me
mostly whenever you’re around me

Lately
I seem to walk as though I have wings
bump into things
like someone in love

Each time I look at you, I’m limp as a glove
and feeling like someone in love