Dear 2008:

i want to welcome you to this earth time.

i would say that i haven’t been expecting you actually. sometime during 2007 i coulnd’t wait for time to pass, right now, it’s all the same to me. somehow it’s always been this way for me. i’ve never expected a new year with any really intense motivation, and you are not the exception.

still i wanna welcome you with, giving my best to have a new attitude, fresh start, and trying to follow what tradition dictates; making some resolutions.

My new year’s resolution would be:

1. Keep working. Actually, work harder.

2. Finally throw away the crap from the old house.

3. Revamp my websites. THIS IS MY NUMBER ONE. I’m gonna redesign, and spend good quality time on them. I REALLY WANT TO DO THIS.

4. I want to take acting classes. I know it’s crazy. and it just poped up in my mind. i’ve been having an overload of BSG and Katee Sackhoff, and for the first time i said out loud (to an empty flat) that i always wanted to be an actress. I wonder if it’s really to late?.. i know it is, but maybe it’s not too late to try to do something fun.

5. I’ll pay my debts. All new dangling shiny happy pleasures, i’ll get them with real money, not getting into bigger debts. EXCEPTION: Online stuff. There’s no other way but credit card *shrugs*

6. I’ll take my medication non stop. Ok this is a hard one, but i’ll try, for this year to take my meds. I’m not having a good start since here i am, first day of the year, and i don’t have them. But i’ll do my best.

7. I’ll try to be friendly. more. surround me with more friends. be more talkative. extroverted. and for this, i need # 6 so… it’s not that important, it’s just a stupid resolution.

8. I’ll try to buy new clothes every month, according to my new-improved-shiny fashiion knowledge given through beautiful magazines hahahahaha. i know it sounds lame, but i actually find it interesting.

9. i’ll try to have a more relaxed atittude. no stress. to archive that. i have to work harder. get things done on time… and this is one resolution i already know i’m not gonna archive

And hell no, no resolutions about my health or my weight. I’ve never made real resolutions, so this year is no exception. i’m just writing some crap, i may or may not archive, i really don’t care (except for #3, that’s my only real resolution).

Let’s see what you bring 2008, if you don’t bring anything at all, it’s ok, i really don’t care. i just really hope, you go as smoothly asn you came.

See ya for a whole year, over and out,

maclau.