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so, this is the stupid post after the happy post when i tell you how everything went to crap.

the guy. yeah that guy. definitelly has something with the bitch …ahem… the girl.

i saw it. i knew it. i denied.

then it hit me in the face.

first. lady got to work, with a really pissed off face at me, not even greeting or even looking at me.

second. talking to his -their- friends, i got a lot of jokes and comments about how she was mad at me, and asking what did i do to her…

third. guy ignoring me all day. neglecting me. avoiding me. you know all the verbes and what they mean.

fourth. i go out to smoke, guy goes out to ‘do something’ and 5 minutes later the bit…girl goes out the same path he went…. i stay and smoke some more just to catch them. no use. i get in and waiting for the elevators took longer than usual. and then they both come in at the same time talking….

ISN’T IT FUCKING OBVIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????

hell fucking yeah. but i refused to see it, and even worse, i believed him when he said so many nice things to me on friday night.

summary: i was drunk. he was drunk. i talked to much. he felt pity/shame and said nice things back… or he was just simply drunk.

FACT: they are together. he denied it. i got in the middle. girl hates me at work and it’s gonna make it a hell for my last week. i suck at love stuff.

Over and fucking out.