SOOOOOOOOOOOOOo yesterday was kinda exciting day for me

first, last day of official work at the Bank WOOOHOOOO

second, i got into more talking with the guy i like at the bank, so it was nice. he invited me to lunch, and i waiiited long just to lunch with him.

third, i got a call, and babe, i’m going back to mdellin for another month!!!!!!!!!! this is gonna be reaaally exciting. let me paint the picture for you: christmas time, river with lights, xmas light everywhere, cute apartment just for me, all expenses payed, me on a plain again, free salary to pay debts -or get into more hahaha-, pretty people around, tourism extended, work at what i love -in another bank, crap!-… well… it sound really nice for me, so i’m the happiest person now!

second, part II… after lunch with my guy, he invited me to have a drink, so i went, we talked, we looked into eachother eyes… it was nice, i feel in love so fast again… got my heart crushed again when this other girls came and he was like all over her… but there was still something, besides, i was the one pushing him to her, telling him she was so into him -i know i’m stupid, but so what!- and when i left thinking it was ‘nice but over’, he called me, and we talked more, and i was drunk, and i told him everything directly, and he … is… INTO ME TOOOO weeee, the thing with the other girl was a misunderstanding

so.. the good thing is that we have 10 days to see and do something, before i leave to medellin for a month

this thing with the guy got me really excited. it’s not like the love of my life, because he’s got his family and shit -yeah i know, i have thing thing with married-commited-divorsed/separated guys with kids- but the guy is reeaally nice, smart, cute, good looking, mmm very interesting

so. i’m happy. selfstem raising a little bit. reason to live 10 days more. reason to fight for a month more. so i’m holding on and happy

so now, after a hard work week. i’m goona be resting

peace, love, over and out!