why is everyone asking what happened to my birthday celebration????????????? fuckers. if you really cared you would have done something for me A LONG time ago, not tonight at this hour. so fucking LATE.

anyway. what ever pretend friends.

if you knew me you would know i HATE surprises.

if you knew me you would know that i HATE my birthday

and if you cared about me you would know how bad i feel right now, and how many problems i have.

fraking birthday, i hope it goes away soon and so my whole fucking existence.