i have problems

money problems

i need money to pay for so many things at home… sustaining the house is quite a hard work…

tonight i’ve spent all my free time listening to everybody’s problems. trying to help. just listening and giving kind words…

having the same back is too much to ask?

again.

having *that* special person to do the same back for me is too much to ask?

one word from you, it could be heaven or it could be hell for me… you have me in your hands so good. you could torn me into pieces… again… and then i still feel in love.

i’m trying hard to work for you, to gain your love and attention… but the lack of time is making it so complicated…

it’s funny how you  miss things you’ve never have… like your time, you caring about me, your advise, your kind words, your support, you.

hoping someday that may come true… i’m over and out!

so i went to Venezuela and i have no complains.

it was a work trip, but i got my moments to do tourism and fool around.

i’ve been having a lot of work lately, so it’s been nice to just rest this weekend, but i hell i need more rest.

next weekend is with holiday included, and it’s my birthday… i don’t know what’s gonna happen… i hope something good.

i usually get so depressed… i don’t know what to do this year… maybe something like last year would be great, the thing is that i don’t have money to do a dinner… so it’s complicated.

i bought a lot of things in Caracas!! so my pockets are empty now… what should i do? i guess, just enjoy my early presents.

weeell gotta go now… i don’t want to work but i guess i have to

seee ya

well, i have to admit part of me being away from my dear blog was my lazyness to fix something not working.

i haven’t been able to use the web interface of the wordpress to post new posts (if that make any sense) so this is the second post i’m doig using Windows Live Writer…. this is so FRAKING cool… i’m gonna use it religiously from now on. it’s lovely, highly recommended.

Anyway. back to the usual crap.

I was 4 months without descent internet access. I survived. yay for me.

Love life is been a mess as usual. people coming people going. my heart breaking over and over again, and when i think i can’t take it anymore, BLAM! there goes to pieces again.

right now in this very moment, my heart is good. I have someone special in my life in this moment and it’s making me happy. As usual, is a complex relationship, but still makes me smile, so it’s worth it.

before this guy, i had a lot of fun with many people (not that much, i’m not that slut, yet :P) and gave time to myself. to do my stuff, grow at work, stuff like that.

Work is perfect. lots and lots of it. been travelling a little. 2 months ago went somewhere in my country, next week i’ll be abroad for a couple of days, but hey! i love flying!!! it’s not a viper, but i still love the feeling of the plain taking off the land and the sight of above the clouds!!! so whatever, it’s worth it!!

Family is same as usual. money problems are the order of the day. i’m trying to live and stay untouched by them, much.

I’m helping more i think, giving my parents money whenever my mother ask me (my father is a proud bastard that’s never gonna ask for it, he sends my mother to do the dirty job)

I keep paying my bills, i’m owe the bank like 7 grands, and i’m working to pay that.

friends… well friends-… that’s a touchy subject, but less important in my life somehow. FINALLY! let’s say there’s a little progress there. i had an argument with one of my best friends - one i owe money too, let’s say i don’t forget that, and i’ll pay that no matter how much he hates me now- and he’s not talking to me anymore. i don’t really understand why, but i have my own conclusions.

My best friend is still Jaime. He rocks. we fight, we argue, we hate and love each other. and i still have this feeling i can count on him always. and he can count on me. that’s great!

other friends, let me down, bring me up… same stuff

but anyway, that’s life

so enough about me… i’ll write more often i promise.

My Plugoo dice (06:09 p.m.):
[My Plugoo] [blackpainter] maclau
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:09 p.m.):
siii
buenaaas
My Plugoo dice (06:10 p.m.):
[blackpainter] vecina, me vende unos cigarrillos
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:10 p.m.):
heeheheheh
solo hay green
y kool azul
My Plugoo dice (06:10 p.m.):
[blackpainter] kool azul sirven
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:10 p.m.):
tolis
son 300
My Plugoo dice (06:11 p.m.):
[blackpainter] y un paquete de papas
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:11 p.m.):
de cuales
My Plugoo dice (06:11 p.m.):
[blackpainter] margarita
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:11 p.m.):
de que sabor
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:12 p.m.):
solo tengo las criollas
de chorizo con limon
y de pollo
My Plugoo dice (06:12 p.m.):
[blackpainter] de pollo
[blackpainter] pero no tan picantes
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:12 p.m.):
hehehehehe
sera 2000 pesos
propina incluida
My Plugoo dice (06:12 p.m.):
[blackpainter] propina???????
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:13 p.m.):
tonces
el servicio cuesta
usted cree que este dominio se paga solo  
  haha
My Plugoo dice (06:13 p.m.):
[blackpainter] si quieres propina te toca charlarme o algo, porque asi nomas nop
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:13 p.m.):
uy pero essos servicios de charla no vienen excentos de iva
My Plugoo dice (06:14 p.m.):
[blackpainter] no que va
[blackpainter] hazte algo chevere pues para ver si te pago la propina o no
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:14 p.m.):
ummm si n le gusta le llamo a la dian
My Plugoo dice (06:15 p.m.):
[blackpainter] llamela, no es obligacion pagar propina
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:15 p.m.):
uich me saco las garrras
tonces paguese 1800 y fuera fuera que el ancho de banda me cuesta
My Plugoo dice (06:16 p.m.):
[blackpainter] pues no y si no me quiero ir
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:17 p.m.):
uy no si nos vamos a poner rudos, le llamo a don Google a ver si con el se sigue sintiendo tan varoncito!
My Plugoo dice (06:18 p.m.):
[blackpainter] no me da miedo de nadie y mucho menos de ud
My Plugoo dice (06:19 p.m.):
[blackpainter] uno viene tranquilo a comer algo y zaaaz
[blackpainter] asi no se puede
[blackpainter] por eso estamos como estamos
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:19 p.m.):
ay sabe que haga lo que quiera, yo igual me voy a ver la novela
My Plugoo dice (06:20 p.m.):
[blackpainter] vayase, y aproveche que el mes le queda: bruja
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:21 p.m.):
pues eso no me ofende, finalmente el hechizo que le eche a su mama dio frutos, engendro!
My Plugoo dice (06:22 p.m.):
[blackpainter] es que ni eso lo hace bien
[blackpainter] el colmo
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:22 p.m.):
haha
deje asi
My Plugoo dice (06:23 p.m.):
[blackpainter] hahaha
[blackpainter] estuvo chevere el chat maclau
Maclau -   when you gonna give to me, a gift to me, is it just a matter of time, Sharona?   dice (06:27 p.m.):
yeah,