seen the lake house? i love that movie.

it makes me cry, it makes me smile, and sometimes it gives me hope.

it’s so hard to love at distance. because you get sad, you get mad and frustrated, and there’s not much you can do. you know that that special someone is in pain, is sad and you can’t do anything about it.

because love is something you can’t write. you can’t talk about. love goes beyond our perception, and sometimes, words aren’t enough to express it.
you try everyday to prove it, with actions, making this feeling grow with so many other feelings, like caring, and worrying… but it’s never enough… distance… is too heavy to bear sometimes.

i think love deserves it. even if it’s an illusion, even if ends tomorrow.

even if it’s just a movie, even if noone can ever love me as bad as i do love him… at my meaningless life, i’ll wait… will you wait for me? will i be strong enough? this will ever be real?

at this very moment, where i’m depressed at most, i wish you could be here, i wish we could understand each other more. i wish you could love me enough not to get mad at me, i wish we could take turns to cheer each other up… you always have the right words… i want to hear them now…i need them… i need you to care…. i need you so much.

everytime i try to get close to you, something gets in the way… is not fair…

it’s not fair