summarizing. I’m back with my prince. He apologized, and i guess that’s all your heart need when the person you love mess up really good. I know things will be different somehow, but i don’t think it’s a bad thing. it’s part of growing up as a couple and as people.

So i’m happy about it, because… i really love him, and i really feel bad without him.

It’s funny to face this thing that nobody believes i love him, hahaha. When i was all shattered about what happened a friend told me “wow, you really love the guy!” and i’m like “what? no way! really?” with obvios sarcasm…
but i’m not offended by that. I’m aware that most girls would love to marry a foreign guy just to get out this country, get another citenzenship, whatever, travel and stuff… i know there’s people like that. funny thing (the part that not many people believe) is that i’m not interested in that.

those who knows me well and for a long time know that i’ve never had planned get out of this country, it’s never been my top priority. so it’s kinda funny. that’s the way life goes.

so back to the nice part, when we’re making things work again, as much as the distance let us, we’re happy i think. i am happy! and i missing him more than ever… i wish i could just be with him.. why is that it can’t be that easy!?

besides that, there’s not much to tell. i’m ok.

signing off!