long lost, all interest is burning.

i’ve finally killed most of my hopes and i’m almost back to normal.

a note of advance: i haven’t taken my medication in almost 3 weeks and i’m ok. i get depressed from time to time, but i’m getting over it quickly than i did before, so that’s an upgrade right??

i’ve got this stupid flu but i no longer care haha.

i’m fairly ok.

i should be worried about the loose of hope, but i’m actually ok. i feel peace inside, no more noise in my head.

i’m starting to feel the doubts, i’m starting to see the unhappiness everyone predicts in my so called future… should i be pissed off that i’m letting them win??… i actually don’t care anymore.

so what’s gonna happen?? i’m gonna keep living my life, and if something interrupts it, how good, besides that, just fuck off.

right now i feel a deep love for britney spears… hahaha, really unexpected ah? hhhaha i’ve been watching and reading, and feeling bad for this lovely girl. but well, she’ll grow stronger after all this crap.

so… that’s nothing to talk about right? when you start blogging about the news or britney spears!

hahaha

well, the only piece of news i have for you, is that i bought a new tabletpc and i love it!!

 that’s all, over and fucking out.