is anyone out there?

i want to die, why can’t i die?
i cannot believe anything. no happiness is real.

happy fucking valentine’s day.

like always i’m alone.

i deserve to be alone, because i’m nothing but a piece of trash.
i have a future husband that all he likes about me is my sexuality. i can’t blame him. is all a have. i’m no use in this world but that.

i’m so useless.

no hope

dying.