Shadowboxer - Fiona Apple 

Once my lover, now my friend.
What a cruel thing to pretend.
What a cunning way to condescend.
Once my lover, now my friend.

Oh, you creep up like the clouds.
And you set my soul to ease.
Then you let your love abound.
And you bring me to my knees.

Oh, its evil,babe,the way you let your grace enrapture me.
When, well, you know, Id be insane -
To ever let that dirty game recapture me.

You made me a shadowboxer, baby.
I wanna be ready for what you do.
I been swinging all around me.
cause I dont know when youre gonna make your move.

Oh, your gaze is dangerous.
And you fill your space so sweet.
If I let you get too close,
Youll set your spell on me.

So, darlin, I just wanna say.
Just in case I dont come through.
I was on to every play.
I just wanted you.

But, oh, its so evil, my love,
The way youve no reverence to my concern.
So, Ill be sure to stay wary of you, love,
To save the pain of once my flame and twice my burn.

You made me a shadowboxer, baby.
I wanna be ready for what you do.
I been swinging all around me.
cause I dont know when youre gonna make your move.

so, i was out like 4 days, but now the domain is up and running again.

my boyfriend got in a car accident at 1 am this morning, he’s fine fortunatelly, but the car got badly damaged.

last night was lost season finale, and it was amazing, i’m more obsessed with lost. love that damn tv show. gotta buy the dvds and gotta live from wednesday to wednesday to get to the lost crazy night.

jealousy. what a hard thing.

life. what a cruel thing.

possesion. obsession. love.

so many stuff.

but the point is; people will come and go. and it will always hurt in the heart.
i will always love my Jack, and even though we cannot be together, and i will see him get another woman… i will hurt to bleed.