so i’ve been buusy, really busy

maclau became a lady and now she’s gotta job and she’s using her brain
and im happy. cuz now i DO earn enough money to buy my medication. so i’ve been doing great. taking my pills, helping at home. giving myself a good-modest life.

so. there’s nothing in special to write about. i just wanted to share last night’s dream:

i was in some kind of restaurant at a party. and then Marilyn Manson arrived, and i was so excited as if i was the greatest fan :p and the guy was great with me. so i was really happy. and then it all became so sexual. so i was doing the nookie with M.Manson and i was happy :S weird (( i mean i like the guy, i think he’s sexy somehow, love his music… but i would be rather happy with Jonathan Davies or someone like that )) anyway, then his girl-bodyguard told me he liked to drink his own cum un a glass after he came… i know it sounds gross, but i thought ok in my dream, and i watched him do it like 3 times… it’s so funny now that i come to think about it
so, i think it’s all result of my brain being all focused on work, and forgetting about having the old free time, to imagine… and fly