so, i’ll try to sumarize the most i can about this last month.

Everything is good. i’m afraid to say it’s great because everytime i write that here something awefull happens. So let’s say it’s good
I got a new job, i don’t know if i wrote that here before. but i did, it’s a cool job, working on what i supposedly studied, so i play everyday the act of being systems engineer, and it’s working so far. i’ve been doing good.

new job it’s been the natural change, the first 2 days i couldn’t find myself, but then everythign it’s been flowing slowly good.
i already went to the first work-party with everyone in the office, it was nice. and last week i went to my first lunch with co-workers. it was cool too.

they invited me to go out today to play paintball and carts, but i’m so tired, and i really want today for myself. so… i’m staying home.

but i’m feeling good about it. i’m happy and really have so much expectations, i want to work hard to stay in this job for a long long time.

in my personal life, i can tell you that everything is cool. H now he wants to get married. we had an argument about that, and he thought again and we talked and he’s openminded about it. he wants to marry too (he’s loosing the fear everyday a little more).

We’ve been making plans, we’ve gone to malls looking for the stuff for the house, we’ve made bets we’ve been having fun!
so that’s working nice. After we’re back together, i can say he’s better than before, he’s now more ‘giving’. he buy me presents, and he’s aware that he was a little too tight before. now he’s relaxing and enjoying so nice I can’t tell if i’ve changed. i think i’m more relaxed too. i’m fixing my histeria, i’m being patience, and i’m taking it easy. so i guess he’s happy with me too.

new wages give me enough room to buy my medication, so i’m taking and i think it’s working perfectly fine. it’s been nice because life it’s been helping too, but anyway, i’m gonna take them always. as long as i can.

familiar stuff is so-so, the only thing not so cool is my mother, she’s like always, sick. they found out she’s got glaucoma, so she’s been quite sad about that. and she’s been in and out with her other diseases all the time as well.

our relation is ok. they are kinda happy about my new job. i had serious pla to move out, but then i re-thought about it and decided to stay for 6 months more or so, and help with the house expenses, that way i will feel better to leave later, also it would give us all a time to get in a better relationship.

home is worrying me though. there’s been a lot of attacks to the houses near ours, some people has been trying to stole the things inside them, and in some cases, they have succeded. So we’re like in the edge of being the next one in the list. we’ve been taking care, we have our measures. but anyway, the need of leaving this place is bigger, so i have to start looking for some place for the 3 of us.

that’s all about my life lately. everything cool.

anny news, i’ll post! (L)