feeling like your touch.
in the darkness. while i wait for something to happen.

i was given the choice to do but not to feel. i’m in denial. am i the confused one? am i manipulating all thie surroundings? am i blaming everyone else for my mistakes and feelings and pains and fears?

did i do the wrong thing? did i meant it?
am i right? am i wrong? is this real? or just and illusion?

i feel. i’m great. i’m in a really good moment. i’m acting by my heart. the pain i caused is my doom. ‘i didn’t mean to’ doesn’t matter. but’s how i feel.
is it sinful to pick what’s best for me? is it sinful to act by feelings?

kiss. feel. hold.

in the adoration of the bodies there’s never a lie. you make me shiver. you make me sigh.

in the adoration of the souls there’s never been a lie. true love. does it mean to be for ever?