so.

my life it’s actually perfect right now.

my pc now has 2GB on RAM, so i can work smoothly.
i’ve got a new job on Thursday a really good one.
i’ve got a boyfriend again. Hugo and I are back together.

so let’s begin from the start.

my life sucked badly. i was already giving up. but then, something weird happen.
Dani got me a new job! i applied and i was accepted. it has a pretty good $$$$, so things looks great ahead.

Hugo helped me a lot to get ready for it. he helped me fixing my resume, and always fighting to keep my selfsteem up. to i went for it and i got it! now i gotta work my ass off to make Dani, hugo and myself really proud!

So i already told all my friends, and i quitted my job! that was cool. too sad but too great. it’s sad to leave my boss, and the only job that will ever fullfill me. i loved working there and doing what i did… it’s just… that i had no future there, no way to develope projects ad stuff like that. also the money factor. also the fact the noone cares about your job… but i loved it deeply. the cool thing is that i quitted and i didn’t felt that bad. i mean, i felt good doing it. like “i’m really getting better” like “the cycle is over” and stuff like that.

so i’m great about it. saying goodbyes and leaving during this week.

then on friday we had plans with hugo to have real fun to celebrate, but made a terrible mistake: i went drinking with J and D…. couple of ex-bf. so, they really pissed me off. i had an aweful time.

anyway, when i saw hugo i felt really down. and he at first was kinda sucky, so i was ready to throw it all to the shitty hell… but then he did what he had to do. he faced his fears and he asked me the tiny-big question. and off course, i said yes.

so, we are a couple again, with a promise to have a great time together. working on something new. it’s weird because we already know eachother, and we’ve been through a lot together… so i hope this second chance give us the time to make things better (L)

so right now, life’s perfect. i have reasons to stay alive and to work to be good! i have reasons to wake up every day. i have a chance to get my brain to work again and be back myself.

so i’m gonna work my ass off for it. i’m not letting it go.