edisonandres…
he said he randomly typed an e-mail and added me :S what a jerk

so, mother’s sick.

she’s having this problem with one eye, and maybe it all could turn out to be serious.

it’s making me think. of health and illness. i feel sick myself. like something is wrong with me and i’m scrared to find out that it’s true.
i’ve been avoiding the visit to the doctor for quite a long time. and i think i’ll stay avoiding it for a while.

never it’s a good moment to find out you’re sick or something’s wrong, or whatever and you need a for ever expensive medication, or a very strange and awefull treatment… sucks so much.

or perhaps i’m just starting to get old, and when you do, ou start worrying about that stuff. maybe i’m just having too much free time in my hands to let me think of that shit.

problems keep flowing in, weakness keeps growing.

so… that’s about it; life and it’s sick sence of humor.