hey, that’s just a line in a marron 5 song
yesterday i had a little argument with my boyfriend. silly me felt sad and mad at him because he’s to not-focused on me all the time. so, he kind of reacts too quickly and just takes decitions without thinking and stuff. so i got really mad. and so we talked. and then he talked and he made me see what i normally see but i completelly forget when i’m mad, and it’s that he’s done a lot already, he’s not perfect but he works to make it all perfect and he’s doing a fine job. he’s done things for me noone has never and will ever do.

so. we got over it. all i can say is that this is one of those things that doesn’t happen when i’m taking my med. because it’s hard for me to see the good things in everything when i’m like this, and that hurts people, a lot. when i’m taking my med, i can be balanced and clearly see the bad things and also the good things!

also i realiced i have a problem with food. and that’s H’s fucking fault! i think that food is not important. i don’t care about food. but now i’ve realiced that that’s not so true. since when i’m hungry i get mad. and i hate to eat alone. and i really get mad when my bf doesn’t care about eating. so… it’s that a problem or is it normal??

i just know that i have to rethink what i think about food. looks like i can’t go starving cuz it really makes my mood swing down. i just don’t care what i eat, but i like to eat (if i could, i would eat a little something many times, not just big food) so… ihave to keep thinking about this issue.

right now i’m at home cuz i have a lot of work to do, and it’s been an hour and i haven’t started, so gotta go. (K) buhbye