how do you clear your body of your dirtyness.

the dirty blood that runs through your veins. the dirty shit in your brain. how to clean every cell of your body and erase any heritage of this darkness and dirt?

you can’t. you’ll live with it all yoyr life. it will be part of you till your death.
how to cut yourself into tiny little pieces. when your body becomes liquid, when you stop being yourself. you stop containing all that;s in you and it spreads all over the floor. it goes back to the dirt of the earth