you know what i love about having my own blog at my own domain?

this: shit shit shit shit shit fuck fuck fuck damn damn damn FUCKER!

yeah. no no-cussing policies
so. a summary of what’s been my life after my travel to Brazil.
family destroyed. got another job (in the night, teaching Web Programming). father messing all around. me decided to leave my home. boyfriend wanting me to live with him. when i was about to leave my mother got sick, so i waited. when she got better and i told them i was leaving and they asked me to stay. they made me feel guilty for all the family mess. they threw a lot of responsablities on me. and we made a deal: me staying 3 months more till the whole family it’s over or till the mega-business of my father works and we are a new millionares :S

so. as you may notice, i really don’t wanna talk about it. it’s been hell and heaven these days. i just wanna keep living for 3 months more. i’m 3 months away from my whole life dream. leave by myself, not surrounded by those people anymore.

boyfriend is fine. he’s an AWESOME boy. ((and i say boy cuz he’s younger than me)) he’s very mature in some stuff. other he’s just a boy ((like me)) we have great time together. and fuck yeah, we have great sex.

so i’m kinda happy… it’s weird.

now i have to work. work and work. to go on. soon.