soooooooooo how to start. what to say…

it’s funny cuz i was used to write here hoping that someone, somebody would read and now that i know that *him* will read this i feel kinda shy :$

mmm…mmmm….mm…..

ok yeah, we kissed.
and i loved it. and we kissed again. and then a little more. and it was awesome :d
so at first i thought he didn’t want to change his mind. he wanted to be just friends like that. and i felt kinda rejected. and a little hurt.

but i knew i wanted to kiss him. and so we did. and he kissed me good.
he… you, have such an awesome lips, makes me shiver just to remember them. and your tongue… i’m dizzy right now just to think about it.

i wonder what’s in your mind right now? i wonder if you saw that coming? i wonder if you knew i changed my mind a couple of minutes after we agreed to just be friends.

i wanna be kissing you again. now. i wanna feel your hands again. i just haven’t got enough of you.

ok to regular readers, i’ll be back to blogging mood :P… so, we saw each other, we talked not under the influence of any kind of alcohol, just under the influence of too much sugar. my dear stalker gave me a chocolate egg (he know what Ostara is, he’s the best stalker out there). mm and we got nervous all over again, he wanted to see my messy hair, i wanted a kiss… so we stared at the ceiling for like i don’t know how long. then i showed him my messy hair, he said it’s nice (i still can’t believe that). so, he, such an innocent creature, said he was going to kiss me in my cheek. and then i stole a kiss from him (YEAH I DID!… you helped a little, but i did stole a kiss from you :P) and we kissed. and then a little more. then we got kicked out of the caffee (how about not coming back there, ever?  :S hate being kicked out of anywhere (n))

so i showed him my workplace. and then we kissed a little more, the lights went off and so it was exciting (L) bitting is cool and licking fingers is too interesting…. i have a lot more of weak-points to find on him
and so then we woke up to reality… his girl called and it was time to leave… so… sounds like it’s gonna be the summary of our relationship… we-having a good time-, interrupted cuz… cuz… because… he’s not leaving his girl… … … wonder, if i could ever be something enough for him… wonder what’s in his heart…. what’s on your mind, stalker?

anyway. wonderful day. i’m in love with your lips. and your pretty chocolate eyes. and with the many things i wanna do to you (L)