so i was cleaning up my wallet and found your picture.

you look so cute. you’re hot H, you knew that? you’ll always bring a smile to my face just by seeing your cute eyes and moles.

you must be thinking that i’m already with someone else. you must have felt a huge pain. i feel it right now. and i’m sorry. i hate to be the cause of any kind of pain in you. i will always love you. i just hope that destiny won’t forget, that it was you who broke my heart when you rejected me. and i just hope that someday, maybe at the end -if there’s any- you’ll know that i meant no pain for you, and that right now i’m alone. yeah i had sex -nothing but that- and yeah i like a couple of guy. but everything it’s just like a dream that will never come true.

i hope someday you’ll understand that i broke up with you still loving you, because i even liked your imperfections, and i broke up with you, not for the way you are, but because you weren’t willing to share your life with me. you didn’t want to make my dreams come true. and it’s ok. i will never hate you for that… i just hope you don’t hate me for what you think it might be happening. i just hope your pain goes away quickly. i just hope you find a beautiful woman, a very smart one, a perfect one. a girl that is everything i am not. a girl able to give you what you need and more. a happy woman. i just want you to be happy, because, your one of those people that deserves the best.

if there’s any god out there listening to my heart as i write this, i want to ask you, as you know i’m feeling it for true, please, make this happen. please, make him happy.

once i asked you to give me a sign and your did - i think you did- and you let me be part of his life. then i asked you, i begged you to make him stay with me, and i never heard your reply. i took that as another sign. now please, God of Gods, see inside my heart, see i’m being true when i say i want him to be happy. i want him to be with a perfect woman. i dont want him to be alone. i want him to be happy. i really do. please.