WHY THE FUCK DON’T YOU GET AWAY FROM ME??????

why on earth i keep trying to have/feel/care about the disgusting, stupid, pathetic male human beingS??????

feeling this sudden awareness tht life sucks so much, that men suck so much, that i’m this worthless piece of shit, that there’s ever a god, he’s fucking playing tricks with me, i’m his little stupid toy and he’s enjoying every single tear, all the pain in my heart, and burden inside.

if there’s destiny, i’m meant not to mean anything for anyone. that i wish i could rip my feelings away, that i could be death at will, that this world would end, that i would stop feeling and thinking. i just wanna be dead.

why do i have to meet this people?