so i guess that i keep playing with fire even though i know i always get burned, and burned bad.

how pathetic is my life right now? how ever prettyness turns into this nothingness
i like this guy, but he’s gotta girlfriend. and it’s not like he’s going to broke up with her, cuz he loves her, and they live together and she’s prettier, yadda yadda yadda. isn’t it true stalker?

then i like this other guy, but he lives quite far away (another country, is that cool?) and just today i found out that he’s a catholic. one of those loyal catholics that works for his chuch and shit.

so. i’m ok with religion, but it makes me feel as unconfortable as the stalker’s girlfriend.

so. that’s it. i’m still this lousy shit, and things are not getting better.
and hell fucking yes, i still don’t have my pills, SO WHAT?

i’m awakening aware of reality and all the shit i’ll always be in. so fuck off everyone.