If the last 5 days were the worst days in my life, today is the happiest day of all my life; hugo is with me again!!!!!! the day began at 2am when i got a phone call from an unknown number, was something like this: -me: (sleepy) hello? -guy: yeah, who am i talking to? -me: maclau -guy: (doh!) end of call i must note here that the cellphone line i’m using used to be hugo’s. so something ringed in my head, and not really thinking -only suspecting- i called hugo and surprise! no more voice mail!… i freaked and hung… then i thought, what the hell, i have no life, i care not and i called again, this time i waited until i got the damn voice mail. so i called again. and again. no answer. but at least it rang so he’s gonna see that sometime -i thought-. i waited like 40 minutes and then, the waited moment; he called me back. and we talked. i actually just cryed, he was soft and and too short for my broken heart. so i sent him a couple of messages letting him know i was in an aweful mess, so he called again and he was soft and short again. we arranged a meeting to talk and clear things out. i was too hurted to have a good reaction, but finally i let him rest. i was too moved to sleep so i got online and read an e-mail he sent. it was bittersweet. so i tryed to reply, but my pain took me and wrote all my shit out in a 3 page long e-mail. thanks Goddess i accidentally deleted it. i felt anger and tryed to write it again but i couldn’t. i calmed down and wrote a shortest, non-shittyful message and sent it. i went back to bed and practiced the relaxation techniques i’ve learned recently, and yay it worked!!! Long morning, no news of him. oh yeah; lovely easter event on gaia!!, i enjoyed it a lot. i sent hugo a message. and he called me at lunch. we were different, i was in a better mood, he was like back to normal. i was getting ready for whatever ugly situation, until i got a mesage from him; it was something like ‘we complement each other, wanna keep complementing my life?’ … wow i was like melted. i answered yes. we saw each other after lunch. i just saw him and got lost in his eyes, we gave each other a tight hug and talked a little bit. i gave him a egg-shaped chocolate and he gave me my life back. we went to a park a talked a little more, only sweet things, we said we missed each other he told me about his camping, i told him that i saw his e-mail, he was not mad! yay for me. o we are together again, and sooo happy. we ate an ice cream, we went back to his house and i kissed his entire body. got a great day together. he leftbmy at home in the night, and i finally had a good happy sleep.