so, it’s over. it’s curious. i try to fill myself with anger or something, it’s the only way to be strong and not to blow my brains in the wall. feeling love right now it’s like suicide. it hurts and torns and burns. instead anger give me some reasons to keep going. inner-blog this morning: how are you darling? i wonder if you’re having a good sleep. i’m missing your warm hands… i miss you biting my hands. i miss you counting my moles. i wish i could only knew if you’re ok. i log on msn just to see you online… that’s a signal. blog right now: as time passes, i feel stronger, but thanks to anger. i wonder how am i supposed to forgive this… throwing me away, leaving me alone… ‘watching as i fall’… just here. alone. anyway. dead . does anybody even care? my friends making fun of me and my situation. alone. no money…. another month of eating papas. hate this. wish more than ever that i could fall asleep for ever… diying.

My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne Album : Under My Skin Submitted by : Braifas Corrected by : Oh, oh So much for my happy ending oh oh So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh… Let’s talk this over It’s not like we’re dead Was it something I did? Was it something you said? Don’t leave me hangin’ In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be CHORUS You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending So much for my happy ending You’ve got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I’m difficult But so are they But they don’t know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be CHORUS It’s nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It’s nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done CHORUS X 2 So much for my happy ending Oh, Oh So much for my happy ending Oh Oh So much for my happy ending Oh Oh Oh Oh