why is that when you need someone, nobody’s there??
so here i am… i’ve berrn through rage and depression.
I’m just sad right now.

It’s getting out of control again… looks like i forgot that we nothing but friends… that share sexual activities LOL

I needed him badly last night. I just wanted to talk… is that much to ask?
Looks like it is.

Whatever.

This morning i needed support and i was all alone.
Every time i need someone i’m alone… and i’m always needing someone.

So i’m here… sad about my fucking life.
sucks big time.

I’ve got wonderfull friends… Jean and Juan. They did what they are supposed to do. Be there for me… it’s funny i actually wanted someone else but…

whatever. Life is peachy… i should fall in love with my friends… they are wonderful men.