MADONNA LYRICS - Love Profusion
Exactly!

I pressed my head against his… i felt my heart ache for all the feelings that i had inside, unable to let them out.
I said the words without voice… he couldn’t see my mouth moving but he knew that something was wrong with me…

I took his hand in mine. i wrote the words with my finger on his palm… ‘I love you’… and then i kissed his hand.

He just kissed my mouth sooo sweet, passionate, reassuring… i said ‘what was that?’ and he just moved his hand like… he did understand the message…

I felt like crying… my heart aches for this feeling.. it’s so intense and it’s killing be because i can’t let it out…

why is that when you need someone, nobody’s there??
so here i am… i’ve berrn through rage and depression.
I’m just sad right now.

It’s getting out of control again… looks like i forgot that we nothing but friends… that share sexual activities LOL

I needed him badly last night. I just wanted to talk… is that much to ask?
Looks like it is.

Whatever.

This morning i needed support and i was all alone.
Every time i need someone i’m alone… and i’m always needing someone.

So i’m here… sad about my fucking life.
sucks big time.

I’ve got wonderfull friends… Jean and Juan. They did what they are supposed to do. Be there for me… it’s funny i actually wanted someone else but…

whatever. Life is peachy… i should fall in love with my friends… they are wonderful men.

So… my mother just call me at the office, just to ask how am i.
weird… i must look like shit
LOL

I’ve got flu…the same flu that’s been killing me for the last 2 weeks

it feels like shit to be like this. but it’s ok
H has been really sweet although he’s too busy right now… too

well, that’s all

Happy San Valentine’s Day!!!

I spend the morning crying.
Lunch with A.O.
Noon working
Night with lover.

Almost there.

Sweetness..

He’s been pretty nice with me the last week, what does it mean?
does it mean anything at all?

i don’t think so. but anyway look at the facts; he’s being sweet and i’m pretty happy. that’s all.

i’ve got this damn flu, but now i’m getting better.

Heellp
I’ve got flu… and no one believes me that it’s killing meeee

i hate flu
i’ve always hated flu

i can’t think when i’ve got flu

so that’s it… i have a lot of work and no brain… so technically i’ll be dead tomorrow anyway!!
lol :’(

whatever.

I’m in love with the boy and he’s not here to shu-shu me
LOL

see what i mean? i’ve got marshmallow in my brain… i can’t ever spell my name… suck big time, all because of the flu…

I saw it in his eyes today. It was sweet. It was beautiful.

So he said it yesterday. Finally.
I mean, i wasn’t expecting it. Well, yeah. Maybe.

So it was the happiest moment in a long long time… “I’m falling in love with you”…. i know, i suck big time. I sound like a 15 year old teenage…. but yeah, i was pretty happy.

But it was kind of weird. Not the regular sweet-statement every girl wants to hear, but it was somehow sweet. In the frame of “H-ness”, it was pretty nice.

The funny thing is that it was just after i told him i’m going to spend the Friday night with Juan D… my lovely ‘paisa’… so he talked about his ‘weird & confusing’ situation, and bout how he felt some kind of jealous about me and Juan D. And then he said it: “I’m falling in love with you”.

So that’s it.

I woke up in the morning feeling like a little girl. I can’t describe it, i just feel the need to love this guy… and call him… and just to care… i don’t know it’s weird.

Right now, i have this guy sitting by my side so i can’t write all that much, because i’m trying to be roimanthic and pathetic and he’s just buggin’ me.
QUOTE OF THE DAY: Statement: “Se me fue la paloma”
Answer: “Echele Maiz!”
LOL